There seem to be three main elements in my life right now: School, Work, and Relationships.
And it seems that I can only take care of one of these elements at a time, and that means that the other elements suffer. If I pay attention to school work, my job and my relationships suffer. If I pay attention to work, my school and my relationships suffer. And, as is most often the case, if I pay attention to my relationship too much, school and work suffer.
Right now, school and work are suffering. My relationship, on the other hand, is going great! Dave has been able to come and visit for a couple days over the past two weeks, and it throws my whole life into helter-skelter, but in the best possible way.
I am falling quickly behind in school especially, and this is not good, as the first term is ending soon. It’s just that there are too many distractions in a city like Amsterdam for a girl like me.
Sew a project, or smoke a joint? Draw some clothes, or go for a drink? Go to class, or take the dog to the park (and smoke a joint)?
Decisions, decisions. But today is the day that I get my shit together, and so here I go….
this is me getting my shit together.