As I sit here in yet another cafe trying to get some work done, my thoughts keep wandering off and I have to stop and stare at the walls and wonder:
JUST WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO NOW?
One side of me is scared to have anything change, because my life right now….it’s perfect. Everything is in place. I wouldn’t change A. Single. Thing.
But another side of me looks back at my past, and I see that every time my life makes a big change, it’s ALWAYS been for the better. Because life just keeps getting better and better and better for me. I mean, that’s part of living, right? To go from good to better and to progress and live and love and learn and grow?
So that is the only thing stopping me from having a mental breakdown right now. To know that yes, things are going to change soon, but it will be better.
It has to be better.